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finding me without you i ve been searching for this person who looks like i do this person whos abitions no one knew who sat in the back row scared to speak up who felt so unhappy, tired, and fed up so used to the comfort the pain and abuse the one who felt tiny unwanted and used but now she feel diffrent loved and revamped all of her pasions tuned up like a lamp shes ready to be do and see live up to potinchial only you couldnt see to change the world one word at a time to make an impact with every ryme today starts my futre herfinding me without you
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The Pain Of A Little GirlThere is a room just big enough for the pain of a small girl In this room also resides a chair where the small girl sits Not only does she sit but she weeps Not only tears but pain She looks all around for hope A friend A mother’s touch However, there are no doors in this room And even if there where No one would enter She has lostThe Pain Of A Little Girl
And as someone who has been defeated She pulls out a razor blade and makes one single slice Across her wrist There is no pain As the blood rises forming only a small smear of red She is filled with relief A l
by ~jollymolly
JUST LIKE THATJust like that, the sadness returns Just like that, my hunger vanishes Just like that, I am reminded That I am alone Stupid Everyone told you How can one heart be broken so many times? When it’s never been fully repaired They say it is better to have loved and lost then toJUST LIKE THAT
Have never loved at all But a life with out love is a life without heart break I feel used Unworthy of true love My life is full of tears Mistrust Sadness Anger And now an empty stomach Where do I go from here? I want so badly to move on
I want more
by ~jollymolly
stop and listen I feel as though I have the cure for cancer But no way to distribute it I hear the cries Kids, parents, grandparents I see the pain And knowing I could fix it Is why it hurts so bad If I could just find some way But it is not possible And by the time I figure out how it will be to late &nbstop and listen
by ~jollymolly
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Mixed up emotionsAs the tears come to my eyes, I know, I have lost. That is the only time they form, When the inevitable has happened. When life finally becomes to much. I put up these walls, without even realizing it. All the pain is stored behind them. It builds and builds, Until finally I crack. I break down and cry. I hate it. I'm weak. I'm not worthy to even be here, If I can't deal with everyday life. When I cry I am admitting defeat. When I cry, I acknowledge that I am a lost cause. when I cry, I know it is the end. So I don't.Mixed up emotions
by ~Prince-Poison
So I Died Today.So I died today. And that was that. Plain and simple. I couldn't take it any more. I just stopped, and died.So I Died Today.
No tears, no regrets. I just let go. Watching the knife slice my skin, all I could do was relish in the pain. The sweet pain, working perfectly. Taking away all my regrets, all my fears, all my hidden tears. And taking away my life. Finally, I can rest. No more stinging in my chest, no more sadness, and no more pretending. This final act, to show everyone, I truly am unhappy. For all of them to understand. It w
by ~Prince-Poison
Whispers in the dark"Give up" "Death" "Lies" "Not good enough" "Hate" "Stop trying" "Pain" Those are the whispers. The whispers in the dark. They are always there. Following him, where ever he goes. Tears him a little more, Every time. When he hopes, wants, loves, hurts, kills. No matter what. He can never escape. They are there, hiding in the darkness. To hurt him, to punish him. He's broken, hurt. But they will never care. They will just continue, To never cease that horrible taunting. "Give up"Whispers in the dark
by ~Prince-Poison
Unanswered questionsSo it's 3 a.m. and I'm sitting here And all I can think is What am I doing? Where am I going? Do I even have a future. All this pain I am in. Will it ever go away? All these harsh memories. Will they ever stop replaying in my head? Will I really end up just like them? Those people I hate? The ones that caused me pain? Will I end up putting someone I love, Through the same experience. To make someone feel my pain, to shed my tears, to scream in MY agony? And the only answer I have is, I don't know. The person I am now, Is scrUnanswered questions
by ~Prince-Poison
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